There is a song that goes "I sure miss you but heavens sweeter with you there". Which maybe true that heavens sweeter with you there, but it doesn't make the missing part any easier.
There is also a song that describes me to a t, Worn by Tenth Avenue North.
I’m Tired I’m worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes To keep on breathing I’ve made mistakes I’ve let my hope fail My soul feels crushed By the weight of this world
And yes, I feel so worn at times. Mentally, physically and definitely emotionally but, the song also brings the point that God can give me rest, he can make my broken not so broken I just have to keep my faith.
There are some days that are so hard to get through and, I feel at times I barely get through them. I am worn. I am tired. My heart is so heavy. Its hard to keep breathing. I have lost my faith and you know what, I got it back.
Its normal to want to give up, throw in the towel. Its hard to breathe sometimes. A broken heart of this magnitude is so hard to heal, its torn, worn and tattered and yet, it keeps on beaten.
I know that Lezlie is up there and she is wanting us all to be happy and to live but, its definitely hard to do. Not just at times, all the times. Every single day. Every single minute.
I wanted any of you going through this to know that it happens. Sometimes it happens multiple times in a row and sometimes, just sometimes you smile and you know what, thats a good thing.
Smile, live and do what makes you happy or just helps you continue on. Your sweet angels are up there and they are watching and waiting for you to show that you got this. God has you, don't forget that, ever.
1 Thessalonians 5:7 "Pray continually."
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