That is how many days since November 11, 2015. The day that I still remember everything that happened from that morning until that phone call. Then, some is just a blur.

People may forget but, I never will. I will never forget what happened in 2015, 1642 days ago.

I remember everything that happened until I received the worst phone call of my life. The one that made me realize my life was over and my new life was about to begin. The one that did not include my sweet softball player. The one that would be bittersweet until I see her again.

The life that changed drastically and I still have moments I do not understand how I am still here. How I made it, I am not quite sure. I would say by the grace of God.. 1642 days, that's more minutes than anyone needs to be able to count.

I make it a point to make sure no one forgets.

I cannot tell anyone that is new to this grieving a child that this is about to get any easier. I just want everyone to know they are not alone. There are many of us that exist and many are still learning, many are still not quite sure how to make it through the day or, the minute. Pray. Keep your faith and know that we can help. I will be glad to listen, to talk.

Yes, 1642 days may not seem like a lot but, it seems like forever to me.

Your life may change but your memories never will. Make plenty of them.

Psalm 145:9 -The LORD is good to all